快乐崇拜

Summary

2006-02-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

It's really a long time since I updated my blog last time. I know I will stop eventually, because I am such a lazy person, only have 3 mins' passion.Wanted to give up this blog, because too many things to write until I dun know how long it will take to finish. But why update again suddenly? It's because a friend was involved in a game, and she needs to ask 8 friends to continue it, and I am one of the 8 friends she asked. So what is this game? Haha, tell you about this later, now I want to summarize what important things had happened in my life since 04, Aug, 05.
04, Aug, 05 is the starting of year 2 first semester. It's really a idle semester, I finished reading the notes almost the day before the individule exam.I know this will happen because my year 1 results is good, then I will be proud. Eca, Ureca also gave me a lot of pressure. For eca, I am junior in year 1, seniors will do most of the things, and all we need to do is just to appear once a week. It's such a big change after I become senior in year 2, I must guide and take care the juniors. But myself is such a confused girl, how to guide others? I was so stressed, especially for my chinese dance, I cannot do even as well as juniors. Moreover, due to this friday's concert, they added a lot of practices, I have even less time to study. On the other hand, my ureca professor is a responsible and strict person. He met us almost once a week to report to him what I have done, but I am not used to read the things I have no basic knowledge, so still dun understand after read, then I prefer not to do it.As a result, I am always so worried before the day to see the professor. For my own study, I have said that I did not work hard since recess, so a lot of notes and tutorials needed to catch up. Due to all these reasons, I feel like getting hypochondria, and my final results for that semester is really not good: only got one A+ while most of my friends got 3...but luckily that all past already, hehe, new semester started already, I will try to catch up in all the aspects, and I know I can do it!
The most important thing is that I met my 'prince', and we are happily together now, hahaha...Really surprised when he said he likes me that night, since then, I feel I am really a lucky and happy girl. Though we quarreled a lot, (mostly is my fault), now we are really closer and closer. Hehe, we bought couple ring for Valentine's Day tmr, really looking forward to wear it for each other. Really wish he is the last bf I ever need, though he is not perfect, he is the one I want to stay with. Heintroduced me to his family. They are all quite friendly and understanding. People in a loving family tend to love others more, his parents and elder brother are all models for him. I also told my parents that I have bf through the phone, hehe, he is the first bf I told my family.They asked me to remember to study, which I definitely will not forget.Hehe,Yuanyuan and me are together 4 months already. Time really flies, still remember what happened at the beginning of our relationship; Time is slow, feel we have experienced so much, and we are used to each other already, cannot imagine how life will like without him, without his love, without his care, how poor I will be! Even if I have other options, you are the only one I want, I care, I love!
Hehe, now is the time to talk about the game. The rules: the friends who are asked to play this game must annouce their requirement for her/his ideal fere in her/his blog,and make clear: A, your ideal fere is male or female? B, ask 8 friends to continue this game; c,the friends you asked should not do this game before.
A,my ideal fere is male;
B, 8 requirements(Can I require everything like my bf, hehe)
1,Confident; As a guy, must be confident.(or maybe I am too excellent, guys without confidence cannot stay with me for long, hehe)
2,Humorous; I dun like boring or serious guys.I know I am a little childish, the guy must be able play together with me, hehe.
3,Responsible; A guy must have the courage to be responsible for whatever he has done, for his family and love.
4,Abide; I am quite confused, and always do things without thinking, so often make mistakes without awaring. So the guy must know me well and be forgiveness.
5,Cherish; Hehe, think every girl wants her bf to treat her special, care,and love her. So am I!
6,Filial; I think this is the basic requirement for anyone as a child. I believe the one who is not filial cannot love others faithfully.
7,Decisive; A guy should not be irresolute. He should be able to know the situation and himself well, and make a decision fast. Moreover, he must always keep his words.
8,Challenging; I dun like the guys who satisfies his gf's desire always, even though her desire is not resonable.A guy should have his own tenet, and not give up easily.
Hehe, the 8 requirement has the same weight. However, the most important thing is that you have feeling for the guy, not because he is a good guy or else.
C, I dun want to force others to continue this game, hehe, anyone who reads my blog and is interested in it, pls continue! Thanks

sick

2005-08-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

I worked for the fourth time last Friday in Takashimaya, together with Hao Zhipeng and Li Wu. I got serious sore throat that day, plus I started to work at about 3pm, so I only got 8 sales that day, while the highest got 11. I was blamed by Esther, the manager of the booth, because I did not get the top sales, moreover, I kept chatting with Alvin on phone. The sales that day was really very bad. I could tell that Esther felt guilty about it. I made up my mind that I will do better on Sunday. Dinner is not provided by them. I went out to have dinner plus supper with Alvin after my work. We had hot pot (steam pot) because I wanted it. Hehe, I ate and ate until very full, then we went to Singapore river to enjoy the sea wind at early morning. I went back at 4am by bus and then taxi. I really felt regret about coming back so late, because I got fever immediately on Saturday. Fever and sore throat on Saturday; Serious cold, sore throat and left eye is painful and swollen on Sunday. 555~~~so ugly, felt so bad last weekend. Thank my roomie for buying porridge for me; Thank Kenny for visiting and buying medicine and fruits for me on Saturday( It was raining that day); Thank Yong Jie and my uncle for bringing medicine for me on Sunday; Thank Tian Fangrui for bringing some Sichuan beef, and formatting my laptop for me; Thank the friends who comforted me after they knew that I was sick...To be honest, it's not bad to fall sick once in a while, so that you know that you still got so many friends concern you, hehe...But healthy is more important, so I went to see a doctor in ntu clinic on Monday. Luckily, the doctor is excellent, because I almost get well already now, though the medicine he gave me is really expensive...Btw, I find sleep is really so effective to make your skin shining...

Heritage Walk

2005-07-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

I took part in the heritage walk with Peng Yu, You Wang, Lin Fan and De Shan this morning. Wah,it's really tiring. It started at 8am. We watched some performances first, mainly dancing. They dance so well, I really admire them. When I can be like them, follow the music and dance freely? Then our walk started with 20 questions our of 50. After that, we went to our first station-SRC, to shoot basketball and score 10 balls within 1 min. Haiz, we failed this task. Then we were asked to climb the long stairs and reach Nanyang House. However, our second station is Nanyang lake. We need to answer 2 questions first, then form words use the letters inside the lake. We formed 2 and a half words within 3 mins for this task, not bad, hehe. Our next station is NIE. We were asked to form one effigy of NIE use plasticene. We finished this task very fast, so we got a lucky draw as the award. Next is Yunnan gardan, so far from NIE...We were asked to find a green word from the gloriette first, then play golf to score 5 balls within some time. We finished this last task very fast also, so got a lucky draw. After that, we returned to the starting point--the ground in front of sbs. We took about 2 hours in total. I am very happy to take part in it, though really very tired. This year is NTU's 50th anniversary, so the heritage walk is more meaningful...Looking forward to take part in more activities!

make up, dance

2005-07-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

I am one of the persons in charge of making up for an external performance. I did not make up for others before, just watched a girl made up for them last time. I tried to make up for two girls yesterday afternoon. To my surprise, my friends said that my making up for them is very pretty. Though maybe they just wanted to encourage me, I was still very happy to hear that. Hehe, there was a girl there who is good at making up. I asked her some questions, and watched her making up for another girl. I think I learned something from her. Hope I can do better the next time, hehe. I attended the dance practice at Nanyang House last night. After had a look of the seniors left, I am really admire myself, because I think I am the one who danced worst. However, my performance last night was much better than before. For the very first time, I can remember most of the steps, haha, so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Moreove, the first time I realized that I am not belong to short girls any more. Hehe, I was always the shortest girl of my class when I was in China. Now, finally, I am middle height lor! But hope I can grow taller and taller until 1.65m, haha...seems dreaming, right? Furthermore, during yesterday's practice, two girls in a pair, the taller one needs to carry the smaller one's waist and turn for one round. I was the one who was carried by Sun Hui. I felt so sorry for her, because she carried me and turned for almost 20 rounds in total. But, so happy to hear that she said I am not heavy at all, hahahaha...After our 3 hours' practice, the teacher asked us whether we were tired or not, and I said not, because I was the one who was carried. Our teacher said I am "xiao huai dan". She said she got a student before who is very good at Chinese dancing, can jump, can split, can grasp...then I asked her, whether can bite or not? hehe, then our teacher said that did not hear me talking before, now finally know I am a truly" xiao huai dan", heihei...

Start of Year 2

2005-07-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

New sem starts on 25th. I am year 2 lor, feel excited and worried. For year 2: First, hope I can get good academic results; can maintain in ABP and in Dean's list. Second, hope I can have more work experience, try different kinds of jobs. However, it will not affect my study, so it needs me to study or work efficiently. Third, hope I can know more new friends, and get along well with them. No matter Chinese or Singaporean, and more from other countries...Fourth, ......hope I can find a bf, hehe...Though I have some friends, I still feel lonely always. I can not find a suitable person to talk to when I feel down. On the other hand, I am so afraid to be hurt, so even someone asked me to be his gf, and someone seems to be interested in me, I do not want to accept. Is my criteria too high? Do not think so lei...hehe, so just wait for my Mr.Right to come to me lor...

The third time of work

2005-07-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

I worked again last week, just for Saturday and Sunday. This time I feel more familiar with the process, and less worried. Our manager for the booth and Esther helped my customers to fill the form, so I just need to get customers...I got 22 on Saturday, and the top sales is 23 that day, others all got 9-13, but I also got sore throat...555, I still need to work the next day, how? Do not want to go lor, so tired, and sick...but I promised Esther to go the next day, so I still went to work on Sunday, but I left at 7pm. Haha, by the time I left, I was top sales...To be honest, really do not understand why, because I am not clear about many things, for example, the privileges of platinum card, the vouchers, and the money line. Good luck? Looks? Hope all not, hope it's my ability...Esther told me that she lacks of sales agents. She said I can ask my friends to come and help. Hao Zhipeng and Li Wu wants to work. Haha, so happy that I can introduce job for my friends...

Conclusion of FOC

2005-07-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

Five days' FOC ends on 22th, which is Friday last week. Think about it, not as exciting as I expected. The reason is that I did not join many hall activities, and only few people of JCRC know me. Moreover, I could not find a common topic to talk with them. Haiz, expected to know more new friends during orientation...Furthmore, I was bited by a leech when I supposed to act a ghost in Sentosa. Haiz, so disappointed, because I thought the environment and our dressing was really frighten, I wanted to see whether the juniors was frighten or not...Am i evil? haha...But it's so happy to know that our OG got the best performance, best cheers and best family awards. Hope I can take part in the next year's FOC and it's more memorable...

A letter from Ge Junjie

2005-07-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

I received a letter from China today. The letter is quite long, I felt happy, sad, and helpless after read it. I felt happy because I was loved by a guy for such a long time already, and I know he will love me forever...Not because of my face, not because of my figure, not because of my wit, just because of me, my character, my words, my smile...I felt sad because he is not happy right now. He has a lot of problems with his wife. And he feels that no one understands him... I felt helpless because I can do nothing for him. Moreover, I can only contact with him as little as possible, because I am afraid that I will cause more problems between his wife and him. Aaaaaaaaaaa, why the situation is like that??? What should I do??? What can I do???

First day of FOC

2005-07-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

2005 FOC started last night, I am a programmer. We had a meeting last night. I was a little upset that most JCRC members do not know me. Hope I can make some new friends during this orientation. Today is the first day of FOC. Wah, programmer's work is so relax and sian. Tmr we will go to sentosa, hope the following days will be more interesting.

New Roomie No. 2

2005-07-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

On the night of 15th, the night I was in east coast chalet, I was so surprised to hear that another girl moved into my room. Moveover, she put my hamster outside the door!!! I was very angry, you know there are many cats around my block, I was afraid that my hamster would be frighten to death. Luckily, the girl lives next door put my hamster into her room first. Thank her so much! Must have a talk with my roomie after I go back! I called a senior the next morning, who is also my new roomie's senior, and told him the whole thing. He apologized to me, but he did not know it beforehand. I came back on the 16th afternoon, then I talked about my hamster with my new roomie. I said if she does not like it, I will ask a friend to take care of it for me. She asked me not to do that. She fed a hamster as well before. Last night she just could not endure the noise my hamster made. I knew that my hamster keeps biting the cage at night since I came back from China. Moreover, she just arrived Singapore last night. It's not her fault. I introduced myself, asked something about her, and talked about hall 1 and NTU. I showed my new roomie and toiletmate around some places near hall 1, and talked a lot with her last night. Think we can get along well in the future, hehe! p: Her name is Mei Jing, a very independent girl. She is quite tall, 1.68m, the same height as Xinya, but much slimmer. Long hair, a beautiful girl...

chalet

2005-07-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

I went to chalet for the first time today, for Alvin's friend Edwin's birthday. Shao Jing's friends was also gathering nearby. It's so nice to know some new friends, though the ones I talked to all would like to throw me into the water. Haiz, am I so bad in relations with people? Haiz, I think I am too honest lor, next time must try to say some lies to make others happy, hehe. We ate bbq first. A little ashamed that I only ate, and did not prepare. Next time must prepare with others, hehe. Then we played bowling. I played with Edwin, Alvin and Steven. Hahahahah, this is my second time to play, and my scores were 109, 72(roughly), and 123(roughly). I am the highest for the first and third time, really surprised. The ball I threw all followed a straight, then curve line. They said the next time I can play bowling and gamble with them, hehe, really very happy. We played mah-jong next. I did not know how to play. Robert taught me though I was still very blur. Anyway, I was very happy that I won for some times, hahaha.

Repair of my pc

2005-07-17T14:58:00.000+08:00

My pc can not start any more!!!555~~~how? I messaged my uncle and a senior for help. Moreover, I asked a guy downstair to have a look. He would like to, but he did not know how to help. I called a friend, he suggested me to go to NTU computer service center. So I packed all the things about my laptop, and went there. 555~~~The person there told me that the hardware of my laptop might be damaged. 555~~~how? Must go to NUS or the company to repair lor, but the laptop was bought under the name of my senior, and she is in China right now. The friend told me that the company does not care who bought the pc as long as the pc is theirs, so I decided to have a try the next day. A senior brought some magazines and the map of Singapore for me that night, and taught me how to read the maps. I messaged another senior, and asked him to go to the compaq service center with me the next day. Luckily, he was free the next day and agreed to go with me. And luckily again, the person in the service center really did not care the pc is under whose name, just took note of the problems, and my contact no. It's the problem of my laptop's motherboard. Wah, luckily, still under warranty, otherwise, I'd better buy a new one. I cannot help to say that hp's after sale service is very nice. I got my pc back that night, and they sent it to me personally... Heihei, to be honest, I feel a little proud of myself, because I settled the whole thing, which is a big matter to me, though with the help of others...Thanks again, friends!!!

New Roomie

2005-07-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

I saw my new roomie on Tuesday morning. She is from Malaysia, freshman, Bio Science. I felt quite embarrassing because I have not gotten up by the time she arrived, which was about 11am. I talked a lot to her, about myself, our room and hall 1. She will move in the day school starts. I believe we will get on well in the future, hehe.

God Sis' convocation

2005-07-17T14:36:00.000+08:00

I attend my God Sis' convocation this Monday. First time to be in such a situation, I was excited, nervous, and vague. Though I heard that my God Sis is very good in study, I realize it clearly just today. There are 4 students from ME (material engineering) get awards this year, and she is one of them. Moreover, she gets 2 awards. Really feel proud of her, and I feel a little stress at the same time. Do not know how I am in 3 years time--the time I graduate......Btw, I heard from my sis that there are only two students who are girls from China in ME, and they all get awards. hehe, I also want to get awards when I graduate, but I know it needs hard-working! Good luck to myself!

Summary of this week

2005-07-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

I helped my master to do a survey about saving, insurance, and investment at Jurong East on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday this week. Yar, this job is more difficult than selling credit card. Most people do not fill for you; Moreover, someone looked at you in a strange way, felt so uncomfortable. Haiz, and in the end, even the one who said they were interested in the plans do not want to listen to Alvin talk about it. No wonder Alvin always feels so sad about his work. I was so sad and angry on Tuesday night. A Singapore friend's mother does not like me because I am from China, and her attitude is so obvious. Hmph, wait and see, I will show you what kind a person I am! I will let you regret that you does not like me just after you know I am Chinese!!! Btw, I feel so lonely here! No matter how good my life is here, it's not my home, not my own country, someone may look down upon me! Luckily, my uncle comforted me on Wednesday, and assured me that I am the best in his heart. Moreover, my ex also showed his care about me. I let him see my new hairstyle on webcam. He said nice, then I told him that I only spent $1 to cut my hair. He felt so shocked as my other friends, hahaha... I got a letter from Professor Lennie Lim, Associate Dean, College of Engineering to congratulates on my outstanding grades in the recent semestral examination. My seniors and God sis told me that it means I am in the Dean's list. Though I am not quite clear what is Dean's list, it's a piece of good news. Haha, cheers! Hope I can keep the good results! (Really want to show it to my friend's mother!) I got my pay of the work on Friday. Haha, this is the first amount of money earned by myself besides the scholarship. To be honest, work is not as difficult as I expected. I like to work, because can make more friends and earn money at the same time, hehe...
First time to drink red wine on Saturday this week. My senior cooked 3 dishes, I cooked one, and we bought a watermelon. We drunk the red wine with the dishes. Haiz, so disappointed, I do not like the taste of the red wine at all. Maybe I am not suitable for drinking, I still feel plain boiled water is the best, hehe...
First time to make up for others today, really feel so ashamed that I am the one who is in charge of making up for an external performance, but I did not make up completely for a single actor or actress. Haiz, next time must learn carefully how to make up.
Today is my God Sis's 24th birthday. Happy Birthday to her, and hope all her dreams come true!

sentiment after work

2005-07-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

I worked for another 3 days last week, in expo, Friday to Sunday again. The result is not as good as I expected. Only got 2 customers for the first day, while the most one got 8; Got 8 customers for the second day, while the most one got 10; Got 10 customers for the third day, while the most one got 11. Haha, so happy, finally got the same customers as Helmi. During working, I found that most Singapore guys listened to their gfs or wives. Though I heard about this situation before, this is the first time to see that myself. I went out with Alvin on Friday night, because he was unhappy that one of his trusted friends did not keep his words to him. I tried durian for the first time that night. Haha, much delicious than I expected. Surprisingly, I like the taste of durian. Hehe, does it mean that I am suitable to stay in Singapore? I went out with Esther and the manager of HSBC on Saturday night. Listened to Esther chatting about office things with our associate manager, then our manager. Wah, really feel a little shocked. The office relations is really complicated. Moreover, they talked about a girl who is very stupid, believes whatever they told her. 555~~~Just like me, will my clerks talk about me like that in the future? On Sunday, 2 customers asked me out, but I did not agree of course, but my vanity is satisfied, haha, because one of them said that I am quite pretty, seldom got someone praising me lei...But I am quite disappointed, because Alvin said my good performance on the sales depends on my looks a lot... I learned a lot from the working experience this time. First, thank Alvin for introducing this job to me; Second, I must must improve my english. Hope I can do better the next time!

friends

2005-06-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today I felt so bad at room alone. Two reasons: 1. my master asked me out to see a movie with some of his friends, then he cancelled without explaination; 2. my God Bro asked me about my bf again. 555~~~No one wants me lor, do not know when my Mr.Right will appear and come to me...Then I asked a friend to come to my room and talk with me. Hehe, thank him so much, I feel much better now; Moreover, I know more about Singapore since he came here much earlier than me. I cleared some misunderstand with my uncle tonight. Hope we can get on better from now on. Tmr need to work again lor, good luck to myself this time, hehe...

dance

2005-06-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

Have not danced for about 2 months. I felt so painful while I doing the warming-up yesterday. I went to bar again after the Chinese dance. It's so nice to know ShaoJing, Li Yan and other friends there. I drunk 2 and a half cups of wine for girls, which is not much for me. I was still shy at first, then 3 friends taught me how to dance. They told me just move freely with the music. I think I did better than last time, though still not good enough. Hehe, it's always so nice to meet or make friends...

pool

2005-06-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

I played pool with my mater this Tuesday. I played with someone who did not know how to play as well before, and in the end, I used the pole to push the ball to the holes directly...paiseh... However, my master only won me 2 balls for the first rounds. Haha, to be honest, I admire my master. He can play many ball games, can play some musical instruments, and is trying to experience new things. I also want to experience different games, and jobs. Haiz, for the last 2nd round, he won me 6 balls. Haha, for the last round, he only won me 1 ball, and he said I played better than he expected, haha, really proud of myself...

First time to work

2005-06-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

I worked for 3 days last week--Friday to Sunday, which is to sell credit card, and which is my first job, hehe. I closed 7 customers for the first day, which is much much better than I expected. I got the first customer at about 1:05pm that day, I was so excited that I really wanted to shout, hahaha...I sms my master every time I got a customer, though he seemed to be busy with a potential client, hehe. Most of my colleagues are very kind, they are very enthusiastic to explain to me and encourage me, because I did not dare to ask passerbys at first. Thank them so much!!! I got 9 customers for the second day, a little better than the first day, but most of my colleagues got about 15. Haiz, so shamefaced. I was very tired and got sore throat that day. At first, my colleagues all got 4 or 5 while I only got 1, and that one also got with the help of a colleague. I felt so bad that I really really wanted to cry in the toilet. I wanted to leave earlier, but my master who worked with me for Saturday and Sunday did not allow me to go. Btw, there is a colleague who is quite good. He is a part-time worker of the ABN-Amro bank, and he worked harder than us, moreover, he loots others' customers sometimes, so he earned the extra money of $45, which is $20 for the first person to get 10 customers more at a certain period, and $25 for the first person to get 25 customers in total. And he pretended that he did not hear while my master asked him to treat us lor. I did not want to come for Sunday because I did not give a good results, but the manager said must come lor.Hehe, luckily I came for the third day, because it's really a memorable and interesting day. I was 20 mins late for that day. I felt very guilty, so I started to work immediately after I arrived Suntec City. I got 2 customers at the same time soon, then the third one. My master gave me the fourth one that should be his customer. We united in order to defeat the guy we all do not like. To be honest, I did not have confident to win at first, but I really had good luck that day. The number of my customers increased very fast. My colleagues all looked at me while I served my customers to sign. My master gave me customers if the guy had more customers than me, so I kept ahead. He also encouraged my other 3 colleagues to support me. In the end, my manager also asked me to quick, to win the guy. She said she wanted to give the money to me, not that guy. I felt a little stress, and a little excited for the battle. Finally, I got 28 customers in total, and won the extra $45 with the 7 customers from my master, and about 6 customers from the other 3 colleagues. Really felt so happy because I did not fail others' expectation. I wanted to treat the colleagues after work, but they all have things to do, so I can only treat them if have chances lor...Thank Esthes for teaching me how to approach, talk to passerbys, and encourage me while I was in low mood. Thank Alvin for working with me, and supporting me the most! Thank colleagues for supporting me both by words and customers. I really felt so content of my first work experience, maybe society is not as bad as I imagined, hehe...Moreover, my master praised me that I am very adaptive, hahaha...

First time

2005-06-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today I got many "first time"--first time to sign for a saving plan; first time to play bowling; first time to find a job and can earn money, though it's only 3 days ! haha, really very happy today, 1. There is a test about your potential for investment inside the saving plan book. I am so surprised that, according to the test, I am suitable for investment, and at the same level with my master. Hahaha...2. I played bowling with my master this afternoon. For the first round, I only got 40 plus; and 60 plus for the second round; for the third round, I got 90 plus. Moreover, I got 10 for many times, hahaha...really very proud of myself, because I used to think that I am an idiot in sports, but today's situation seems not so...3. My master helped me find a job which is a road show. But I am afraid very much, because this is my first time to work, and I need to speak to passengers in English. I am really not confident with my pronounciation, my capability to promote something, and my knowledge of the bank( I never heard that bank before, and I am not clear what can cridit card do)...555~~~how if I am fired just after the first day...haiz, just try my best ba...God bless me!!!

Thanks

2005-06-23T09:16:00.000+08:00

I am always feel so grateful that I have many good friends. They truly care me and consider for me. Like yesterday, I am involved in a saving plan, but I seem still blur about it, so my uncle made clear of it and explained to me clearly. Moreover, he analysed the benefit and shortcomings in detail. And he said, if I need money urgently in the future, I can look for him. I am so touched by the words. My god bro explained to me also. I am really appreciate for what they did. Thank uncle and god bro again!
I went out with uncle and god bro for shopping, dinner and a movie yesterday. It's so nice to be with family and talk about the happiness and troubles of each other. However, I am a little sad that they always help me, but seldom ask me for help, though the only thing I can help is about study. They always think for me, do not want to trouble me, but, they do not know how happy I will be if I can help friends. Haiz, maybe I am not competent enough ...Btw, the movie Batman is not bad.

sleep

2005-06-22T08:13:00.000+08:00

I want to sleep until noon everyday, because my sis and aunt told me that a person will be more beautiful if she sleeps more, but I wake up at about 7:30am every morning, which is the time I woke up at home. 555~~~, why my beauty plan cannot be executed successfully? And what to do in the early morning?

Haha, I am back

2005-06-21T07:56:00.000+08:00

Been in China for one and half a month, came back Singapore early in the morning yesterday. Haha, poor Alvin, who is my image consultor and my master for the next month, waked up by me at 5:20am. Thank him so much to receive me at the airport, otherwise I prefer to die rather than come back because my baggage is soooo heavy...
It was so nice to stay at home. I really did not realize the time past sooo fast. Haiz, still got some friends who asked me to tour at the university they stay, and I really want to go, but the time is so short and I want to spend most of the time at home. 555~~~I was so reluctant to leave, moreover, I was criticized by my stupid master since the sight he saw me at the airport, so poor I am!!!
Chatted with a friend and my god bro online last night. They told me that they are sooooo sweeeeet with their bf and gf respectively. Firstly, I am happy for them. Secondly, really felt a little lonely while I was at my room alone that time. Haiz, hope the next month I can find something to do, otherwise I will be sentimental...
Just realize that my stupid laptop's speed is so slow, and there are many errors, haiz, need to see a doctor for my laptop, but who is at hostel and can help me lei???

My second birthday present

2005-05-01T19:06:00.000+08:00

I got my birthday present from my God bro's gf this noon, which is a little bear. They bought it for me together. Thank them very much. It's very cute, and I like it. Hehe, this is my second birthday present this year, though my lunar birthday is tmr, and my solar birthday is in 12 days. I am going to be 20...aaaaaa...so old already...I can not pretend that I am still young after my birthday. I need to learn to be independent, responsible...Hope my life will be more wonderful...hehe...

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pic 2

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pic 1 of my birthday present from my God bro and his gf

Food poisoning

2005-05-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

I went to orchard to celebrate my last paper finished yesterday. But so unfortunately, I got food poisoning...555~~~I got fever, headache, I felt like vomiting, and kept going to toilet...the feelings was so bad that I decided immediately that I will not choose to have poison when I want to commit suicide, hehe...I woke my uncle up at about 9am, and asked him to accompany me to see a doctor, my poor uncle got up immediately, and walked me to the school's medical center, but I do not want to walk back, so he took a taxi to send me back...I had a nap after I had the medicine. When I woke up, my roomie prepared an orange, an apple, and put them near my bed. Moreover, she bought me a bowl of soup... thank them so much. The friend went out with me yesterday also got food poison, but he seems more serious than me because he ate more. hehe, anyway, I felt much better now, can eat something at least, hehe, hope tmr can get well completely...

club

2005-04-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

I went to club last night. I met with friend at about 8pm, but his friends were late. So we walked around orchard first. We went to the cinema and saw many people there. We knew that Guo Fucheng, Li Xinjie, Luo Jialiang and another guy would come to propagandize for their movie--san cha kou. Haha, we saw them in the end, and got 4 free tickets for the movie, then we two and his 3 friends watched the movie use the 4 tickets. Hehe, so lucky, but the movie is not very nice. We went to the club after that. Last night was girls' night, so girls are free to enter and free to drink. His friends drank a lot of wine, he also drank a lot, so they all became high, I think they all dance not bad...I drank two cups of ...(something)orange. hehe, I felt a little giddy, but my mind was very clear. So I was very embarrased to dance, because this is the first time for me to go to club, and I do not know how to dance. My friend taught me, but I was too embarrased that I did not listen to the music at all, just kept glancing at others...One of his friend vomit soon, and another one was drunk also, haiz, so his another friend took care of them, and he taught me dancing. Anyway, I had fun last night...But my uncle was so angry about that I went to club. He did not want to forgive me even though I admited that I am wrong. haiz, next time do not dare to go to that kind of place lor, otherwise, I think my uncle does not want to talk to me any more...

shopping

2005-04-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

Monday I went shopping with a friend, and our shopping area is city hall. We were just window shopping yesterday, but I am still very happy. Because for me, shopping means walking, walking means losing weight, hahaha, so I will count it as that I am losing weight, though I really do not know whether it helps or not. hehe, I think it will not, because every time after shopping, I will eat a lot, like yesterday, I ate a bowl of noodles at crystal jade...haiz, so full...Today I went shopping again, but with a different friend. This time our shopping area is orchard. I did buy a skirt, because both of us strongly felt that if I do not buy anything from the shop, the selling girls there will kill us surely!!! Haha, anyway that skirt is not bad, though I am fatter now. 555~~~ I think it's because I went shopping after I ate buffet at seoul garden. Anyway, must eat less from now on, I do not want my friends in China laugh at me, I can imagine what they will say...horrible...hehe...

Blur

2005-04-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

I admit that I am always very blur. But, I did not know this can also infect my friend. The guy who is always play with me seems to become blur also... Firstly, he thought material paper came earlier than physics, then he did not have time to study physics in the end...Secondly, he thought math paper comes first, until tonight, his friend told him that physics paper comes first...moreover, I asked him at least two times that whether he made clear which one comes first or not, and he said yes...It's really not my fault that he becomes so blur...I just pray that he can pass tmr's test, otherwise I will feel guilty...

KTV

2005-04-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

I went to ktv to celebrate the core subject papers were finished yesterday. HoHo~~~I went there with two "g" friend--a girl friend and a guy friend..haha...They all sing quite well and they can cooperate quite well while singing. Then how about me? I was there sing some parts with the girl, sing some parts with the guy, but I can not sing by myself, because I can not catch the music...555~~~this is not my fault, I seldom sing mah. heihei, hope practice more can become better...Anyway, this time I felt better than last time, sometimes I got the feelings while singing, and can singing loudly lor...hehe, really looking forward to sing the next time... hehe, Imust praise the guy friend for what he did lor, though the thing is very small, I felt a little touched. That is, he bought a bowl of soup for me while I do not want to eat the rice I bought, hehe... Uncle was sian again today, haiz, hope his papers can finish earlier, so that he will not be sian everyday...heihei, so that I do not need to act a kind, cute, and nice niece...

as Relax

2005-04-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hoho~~~this afternoon done my material paper, which means that I only have one more which is PE paper on 29th. hahaha, finally can have a good rest lor, and my panda eyes will not be so attractive lor, 555~~~Most of my friends went out to celebrate for it, but I did not...555~~~too tired today, must recharge first...so I had watermelon with my God sister which was bought by my god sister's bf, haha...I am sure this is the nicest watermelon I ever had in Singapore, hehe, I ate and ate until my belly is in the shape of a watermelon, haha...Someone must say me pig again lor...haiz...am I really so fat??? Next sem must become slimmer, see whether he dares to say me pig any more? haha, but that day seems so far away...

Myself

2005-04-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

I know more and more about myself recently, hehe. Firstly, I am afraid of cold sooo much... I can only stay in the library for about half an hour, no matter how much I wear. hehe, I must have lives in a very very hot area in my previous life, stove? Secondly, for the first time, I know how my voice like...I was really surprised that my voice sounds like a child so much...but on the other hand, I am also very happy, hehe, because I like myself to be like a child...hehe...Thirdly, I am soooooooooooo blur...555~~~for example, I just knew that Marketing is an open book test the night before the exam...555~~~I really rather go and die that time...Just hope that I can pass the test...Fourthly, en...my figure is not good...555~~~though very paiseh, still need to admit and face the truth...hehe, just pray that someone pay more attention to inner beauty and do not mind my bad figure, heihei......Fifthly, hehe, I think I really need to do more exercise. Because I am very sensitive to pain...Haha, hopefully I can start to exercise from the next sem...(though I know the possibility is very little, heihei...) I still know so little about myself...I am eager to know more about me, can tell me your opnions about me when you are free, hehe, thanks...

exam

2005-04-20T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hehe, 5 papers are done already, only two more to go...Yeah~~~Finally, going to finish lor...Can not wait to go out and play with friends lor, hahaha...But now I have no mood to study already, haiz...Due to the exam, I do not have much time to play with my uncle, so almost everyday this old man feels very lonely and sad, and complains that I do not care him any more...Aiyo, uncle is so old lor, still so petty...hehe, when I am free lor, I will trouble him all the time, even when he is sleeping...then I think he would rather he never complained, hahaha...

Summary

2005-04-09T02:41:00.000+08:00

Hehe, did not blog for a long time again lor...First, I should thank my uncle. hehe, he signed a new line for me, and helped me to buy a new hp last Sunday. I like the new hp very much so far...haha, because it can take photos...but so pity that many friends are shy and they do not want me to take photos for them...555~~~next time I can only take without telling them lor, heihei...Moreover, thank uncle again, because he bought a new hp strap for me today, which name is "angel's wing", haha, just suitable for me...Second, one of my hamsters escaped twice on Tuesday. The first time I was sleeping, and my roomie caught it back. The second time it was discoved by my toilet-mate that only one hamster left in the cage. So I almost turned my room upside down. hehe, finally found it in a plastic bag. haha, it crept inside and could not get out. And since it's plastic bag, it made some noise which exposed itself...haha, luckily, these days they are quiet lor...Third, got some feedbacks for my new hairstyle. En...most friends said not bad, nice, refresh, cuter, 55~~only few said prettier, and one even said more mature...hehe, when I look at mirror, I even could not believe the one in the mirror is me, a completely different feeling...haha, a great change, not bad...Fourth, tonight talked with my uncle and my god bro about our future...haha, I direct entered EEE already, and they also want to choose EEE. We were planning to choose the same course, the same lecture group, the same tutorial class, so that we can study together, eat together, hahaha...God bro will be in charge of buying breakfast, uncle will be in charge of buying lunch, and I am in charge of COOKING dinner...Moreover, they want to have dumplings between times...555~~~so troublesome to cook dumplings...haha, and we planned many interesting things to do...Really really looking forward to it...hehe...Fifth, exams are coming, and I did not prepare well yet.555~~~wasted too much time already, must study harder from now on...hehe, good luck to myself and the ones who read my blog in the exams!

New Hairstyle

2005-04-03T14:44:00.000+08:00

I went out to play for the whole day. From around 11am-2pm, I was in KTV. This is the first time I went to KTV, and my friends used to say that my singing is very bad, so I do not have the confident to sing at first. However, because the friend with me sings not nice as well, heihei...so I dared to sing in the end, hehe, to be honest, I like singing. Must visit KTV more in the future...hehe...After that, we went to Orchard to cut my hair. We went to several shops, but I could not decide where to cut and whether I cut or not. I was considering and considering, I think the friend was going to crazy lor...Finally, I made up my mind to cut in lucky plaza. Now we needed to consider which hairstyle I should change to. I still could not decide, and he made the final decision for me, and that one I also feel not bad. After do not know how long's cutting, my new hairstyle finally came out. 555~~~so ugly, that was my first impression. Then I kept saying, complaining, pretending to cry...My friend kept comforting me by saying not bad la, very cute etc at first. After some time, he said:" STOP! If you continue, I will knock you down..."...Really felt so sorry for the friend...heihei...Dinner time...We went to a restaurant similar with crystal jade, but the food there is worse. After dinner, we went to library to study. We gambled about which level the library is, and no surprise, I lost the gamble. The result is that I must listen to whatever he said until 12:00pm that day. ps: his request must be resonable. We went out the library at about 8:45pm. His request was to try the clothes he chose and let him see. Hehe, luckily, the clothes he chose was within my accpetance range. He chose one black t-shirt and a black skirt in a shop. After I wore it and let him see, both of us were surprised. en...to be honest, I really did not know my figure is indeed not bad...hehe...then we prepared to come back. He asked me to lead the way to MRT. Then we turned around Ngee Ann City and could not walk out. Hehe...finally, finally, I noticed the entrance of the underpass leads to mrt station. hehe, we had a long talk after we reached JP. I feel it's good to make things clear...After I come back, I asked my uncle to see my new hairstyle first. Uncle is so stubborn that he insisted I look better in long hair, now how can I change back? (uncle better not read these too lines, hehe) Then I asked some other friends to see, face to face, by webcam or by msn picture, hehe, most of them said cuter...The problem is that, I told my friends in China that I was with long hair now, and they expect to see how I look like in long hair when I go back this coming holiday...but now, how to let them see???

healthy

2005-03-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

I slept at 6am this morning... I was not playing games this time. I was preparing for the material quiz this afternoon...hehe, do I study hard? Ai~~~if I have choices, I wanted to sleep earlier. It was because I skipped most of the material lectures and I did not do the tutorials. So I could not stop worrying that whether I can pass the quiz or not...hehe, luckily, today's quiz is not difficult. We had 10 MCQ, but 3 of them had mistakes for my paper, so I pointed out to the tutor. hehehe...he said I must be very smart, can discover the mistakes...hahaha,so happy. However, next time must sleep earlier, now feel very tired and a little headache, but could not fall asleep, ai~~~must learn to take care of myself...

uncle

2005-03-30T02:49:00.000+08:00

hehe, uncle and I are more and more like real uncle and niece now. I really feel that I am a child in front of him, and he is always so kind and patient. heihei, nowadays he also realizes that he is there for me to bully one, hahaha...Last Saturday uncle bought a skirt for me which is my birthday present. I like it very much. Uncle said I look quite pretty in the skirt, hehe, though I still do not dare to wear it out of my room...Thank uncle so much, but what should I buy for uncle's birthday which is coming soon???

life science quiz

2005-03-29T02:14:00.000+08:00

Today I did very bad for my life science quiz. I think it's because that last time I did well for it, so this time did not put in much effort to prepare for it. The exam is nearer and nearer, but I still do not have the mood to study yet. I can tell that all my friends are busy studying. Ai~~~stress~~~I must study hard from now on also... hehe, can not lose my gamble...

responsibility

2005-03-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

I promised my god sis to go to church with her yesterday, but I went back on my words. After I thought over about this, I felt quite bad. I am so irresponsible to what I said. I am not a child any more, I should learn to be responsible, can not forgive myself by thinking that I am still young, and others can not be so strict with me. Learn to be a responsible girl from now on!

2005-03-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

Responsible...

Good Friday

2005-03-25T03:45:00.000+08:00

Good Friday to everyone! Hehe, a lot of things is in my mind, but do not know what should I write...Just feel that everyone has his troubles, especially friends...Knowing that what they are worrying about, want to help them very much, but what you did and you can do are just otiose...ai~~~How I hope that I have magic, can help everyone especially my friends get their happiness...heihei, I want to be an angel!!!

2005-03-25T03:43:00.000+08:00

angel...

Is there a way???

2005-03-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

I know I hurt someone deeply recently. I do not want to say that I am innocent, because somehow I did that purposely. I wanted to escape considering these questions, because I just did not want to hurt anyone. However, I know hurt can not be avoided no matter what decisions I make. I wanted to end up with a less hurt way, but my friends all said that what I was doing would only make them hurt more. You may not believe, but I am not happy at all in that situation. They wanted to have dinner with me, they wanted to chat with me, they wanted to go out with me...If I refuse, they would be unhappy. They would feel hurt, and I would feel guilty for making others unhappy. But think about it in another way, I have my right to do the things I like. I have the right to refuse. But why I still feel so guilty? I wanted to say sorry, but I force myself not to do that. I feel so bad now...Is there a way that can make everyone happy?

cushion

2005-03-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

Uncle bought me a cushion this afternoon. It's a pink chick, very cute. I took many pictures with it, heihei...It's very comfortable while holding it, hehe, thank uncle so much.
I drank the wine " the killer" tonight...hehe...A friend brought the wine from home. This is the first time I drank distilled spirit. I tried the pure wine first.To be honest, not nice at all. Then the friend added orange juice to the wine with ratio about 6:1. This time I can not taste the wine any more, hehe, much better. I drank about one and a half cup of this drink. Then I felt a little giddy, very tired and sleepy. I went to bed and felt asleep soon. I felt very hot in the night and turned on the fan of our room. But my roomie said it's very cold last night and she turned off the fan. Haha, finally I know how I behave after I drunk le. I thought I might talk a lot after I drunk, but the fact seems not the same as I expected. Hehe, anyway, the feelings after drunk not nice at all, I do not want to drink any more le...hehe...

2005-03-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

hahaha...

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happy...

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lost...

God sister

2005-03-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

I had dinner with my God sister and her bf again tonight. They cooked for me and other friends. I like their cooking, it's the same flavor as my hometown's food...hehe... I chatted with my god sister while I was washing the dishes. I also chat with her on line sometimes recently. I feel closer with her every time we chatted. She just like my real sister. I feel like in the home when I am with her. I feel so fortunate to know her...I feel that I am such a happy girl. I have a good family, a good god siter, a good god bro, a good uncle, a good roomie, and some good friends...I wanna to extend my heartfelt wishes to all of them...

2005-03-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

professional acrobat

2005-03-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

I want to go out...

2005-03-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

innocent

Hamsters

2005-03-20T03:43:00.000+08:00

My hamsters are very active these days. They (especially the fatter one) keep climbing the cage and biting the cage, especially when I want to sleep, they will become extremely excited and made a lot of noise. 555~~~but I could not bear to get rid of them, so I can only endure lor...see, how good a master I am...hehe...

uncle

2005-03-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

Today I had lunch with my uncle in Crystal Jade at Jurong Point. If I am not wrong, this is the second or third time I have dinner with my uncle. The food there was nicer than I remembered...hehe...but I still did not finish my share and was scolded by my uncle again...555~~~I did not mean to waste food mah, they really gave me too much...hehe, it's very nice to chat with uncle. I am very thick skin in front of him, and I will make full use of every chance to bully him, heihei...because I know he will not mind or unhappy. All of us are so full after the meal, so we shopped at the shopping center. hehe, I asked uncle to choose clothes for me, and I would be his model and judge his taste good or not. He said it's his first time to choose clothes for a girl, hehe, but his taste not bad lor. The clothes all made me look good, but the only problem is the size is a little big for me...hehe, I bought a present for a friend whose birthday is the coming Monday, because he asked me for the present. Ai~~~finally find someone more thick skin than me le. hehe, anyway, I was planned to buy a present for him. Hope he will like the present. (If he dares to say no, he will not receive any presents from me any more,hahaha)

Relax

2005-03-18T17:00:00.000+08:00

I did not blog for about 2 weeks already. It's not because I was lazy o, nor nothing to write about...hehe, a lot of things had happened actually...About my friends: hehe, first, I got an uncle for myself. He is a guy of my OG. I could not remember exactly how I start to call him uncle. It started with a joke, but I keep calling him uncle, so he can not deny it any more. Moreover, I am such an adorable girl. Think he would be happy to have a niece like me, heihei. Uncle dotes on me, and this Saturday uncle promised to treat me a BIG meal to celebrate my 20th birthday for me advanced.Thank uncle first lor...hehe...Second, I got a brother for my hamsters. Do not misunderstand, the brother of my hamsters is not another hamster, he is a guy of my class this sem, heihei. Since I gave him melon seeds already, he could not deny that I am his master le, haha.I promised to write a post about him when we are familiar enough, hehe, think that day is not too far...Due to a lot of things need to do, my temper is rather bad recently, especially for some friends, I really felt sorry for that. Next time I will "try" to control myself, heihei, so forgive me this time, ok? About my eca: Our hall put up the show in Auditorium Hall the last Saturday. I am one member of the Sets, so I attended several times rehearsal. At the beginning, I really thought the show is boring and the sets made a lot of mistakes as well. However, at the final performance, wah, I was so surprised that the actors and every club all did a good job, and I felt the drama is rather interesting and touching that night. hehe, so I realized that as long as you work on it, nothing is impossible. About my school work: I am not clear how many quizzes I had already. hehe, I think I am an over-worried girl, no matter what quiz it is, no matter how important it is, as long as it's a quiz, I will worry about it a lot...ai~~~but anyway, think I should do well for my quizzes, hehe...Besides the quizzes, this Wednesday, I did my lab M6 which is the drawing of a radio. I thought it was so complex, how can I do it? I just drew it step by step. Finally it was done with the help of the guy who sat next to me and the tutor.. heiheihei, to my surprise, the tutor said my picture is very nice. wah, I was really so happy to hear that, because my drawing skill has been defined as primary shool level by my roomie which is quite true...hahaha...Another happy thing is about my marketing presentation yesterday, we are praised by another tutor, heihei, but still need to work hard to improve my pronouciation and vocabulary. Now the following task is to study material, hopefully I can catch up within two weeks, hehe, +U, Tiandi.

2005-03-06T18:53:00.000+08:00

treasure what you have...

2005-03-06T18:34:00.000+08:00

I want to be the girl in the picture...

true feelings

2005-03-06T04:42:00.000+08:00

I went to Elders' Home at Ang Mo Kio again yesterday afternoon. Each of us was attached with an elder since the bird park trip. For the normal sessions, we just talk with the elders we are attached. Yesterday afternoon I talked with my elder again. I told her my problems, including physical and mental...hehe...She is such a nice person. She gave me her medicine for my abscess immediately...still remembered last time she gave me drinks when I said I was thirty...though these are only small things, I am very touched. I feel so fortunate to know her...it's her who makes me feel that there is still solicitude between persons, sincere care...at the same time, I felt so compunctious...I did not help her much, instead, she always helps me...next time I want to buy something for her, because it's the last session of this sem already, but she was not allowed, and I am still thinking what should I buy for her...

band

2005-03-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

I attended a friend's band's first practice tonight. This is also my first time to see how a band practices. hehe, though it was quite noise to stay with them, it was interesting...I also want to sing and play the musical instruments with them, but I am not good at singing, nor playing instruments...ai... so the only thing I can do was to take photos for them...heihei, I can keep the photos slinkingly, in case they become famous in the future, so that I can show others the photos to prove that I know them...hehe, though the chance is little...the main problem is that the singer is too bad...heihei...

thinking...

2005-03-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

I was thinking about one question today--Is there anyone in the world that you can fully trust, and will never leave you no matter what happens to you? I never thought about this question before...I thought I have many friends when I was in senior middle school...then I realized I only have several good friends after I came to Singapore...but now...I am asking myself: do I have a single good friend??? Now, finally, I understand the phrase: ren sheng de yi zhi ji zu yi...

Crying

2005-03-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

Today I cried...hehe, can you imagine it? The cause was that, a friend played my hamsters today. My hamsters are about 3 weeks now; very small, very fat and very cute...He got one out of the cage, put it in his hands and played with it...My hamster looked even cuter in his hands. I also wanted to put it in my hands, but I did not dare...Then I asked him to distinguish whether the one in his hands is female or male, so he tried to turn the hamster back to see, but the hamster was not cooperative, and it dropped to the ground at that time...from about 1 meter height to the ground...The friend felt very sorry, but I know it's not his fault, I should not ask him to see whether it's male or female...Then we put it back to the cage. After he left, I came back to my room and saw the hamster lying still in the cage...I thought it was going to die...They are still so young, but I brought them away from their mother, however, I did not take enough care of them...I felt so guilty...I cried because I am afraid...I was really really afraid the hamster was going to die, then the other one will also die soon...Alvinz and my roomier comforted me and assured that the hamster will be fine, so I felt better...then Alvinz called me, and I described the situation just now, I felt bad again, so I cried again; then I thought some other troubles recently, my study, my relationship with others, I miss my family...so I was crying while talking...This is the first time I let another person know I am crying...before I only cry when I am alone because I do not want others to see, or to know...Thank Alvinz for listening to my troubles and comforting me, I felt much better after crying...

day dream comes true

2005-03-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

Today I changed my pin no. and checked my eca points again in the library. Hahaha...if my calculation not wrong, now my eca points above 90 already(94). Though the points have not been slashed yet, they are still higher than my expectation...hehe...my roomie also has more than 70 last time she checked. So I think we should have no problem to stay at my room le, yeah~~~

My dear Hamsters

2005-02-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

This noon got my hamsters, haha, sooooooo happy! Finally saw them. They are so small...hehe, it's only two weeks since they are born. I am sorry to get them away from their mother so early, but I really really want to see them earlier. So hope they can forgive me, heihei... I think they are still not familar with me, so they did not show any special happy expression when saw me...disappointed...hehe, nvm, when we get along longer, I believe they will like me because I will be a nice master, hehe...btw, my roomie shows even more interests to the hamsters than me, haha, maybe the hamsters will be more familar with her in the future...o, I saw them keep shaking while they slept earlier...so I was worried whether they were sick or not. But after observed for some time, I found that they were just titilating. hehe, hope they can live happily and healthily with me in the future...

My Eca Points

2005-02-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday two friends helped me check my eca points, 69 so far, 555~~~not as many as I expected. However, it is because they missed some for me, for example, my Chinese Dance Club and some IBG. Ai~~~ so troublesome, need to ask them to add for me...Hope that I can still stay at the same hall, same block and same room, haha.
Today asked a friend to check for me again, wah, 82 this time, haha, think I can stay at hall le. But I think I still have a few more points are not added yet, hehe, hope I can get more than 90, heihei, like a day dream...My roomie's not so many, do not know whether we can still stay at our original room or not! But she also has some points not added yet, so I think in the end we should have no problem to stay, hehe...

Bet

2005-02-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

I bet with a friend about the coming exams' results tonight. The cause was that, while I was talking with him on msn, his mother came in, and criticized him for talking with a girl on msn and not studying...555~~~I felt very guilty, so tried to find a way to enourage him to study. I know both him and I are eager to excel, so betting is the best way to motivate both him and I. Our betting is that: If he passes all his subjects this sem, he wins; If I get 4A for my core subjects except lab, and B for the rest including PE and GE, I win; If both of us win or lose, then the betting is cancelled. Our ante is that the loser will listen to what the winner says for one month. I know it's difficult for both of us to win, however, I will not give up. Let him listen to whatever I say for one month, so attractive outsome, hahaha.I must try my best to win. Good luck to you, my dear friend, prepare well to listen to me for one month, heihei...

Shopping

2005-02-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

These days keeps going out...eating, shopping, eca...555~~~though had fun that time, when I came back, I will remember a lot a lot of work need to do...555~~~I am going to crazy...What kind of recess is this, even busier than study time...Today is Tuesday already, must work harder! (to be honest, not too much work actually, just I do not want to do it, heihei...) I have made up my mind, after recess, I will work hard, try to sit in front of the lecture theater and listen to the lecturer carefully, I want to bring a good result home, hehe, good luck to myself...

Singing

2005-02-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

I was singing through microphone inside my laptop with a friend on msn tonight... haha, he played guitar while singing at first...I really really could not endure his singing any more...I was wondering how can a person sing so scrannel like him, haha... (though my singing almost the same level with him, paish) I have a software, which can display the lyrics while playing the music...I sung with the help of the software...I kept singing for about 1 hour, haha, I like singing, feels good while doing it...but the poorest person was my roomie, heihei, must endure my out of tune's singing...Sorry lor, roomie, next time I try to sing better, ok? (hehe, which seems impossible...) However, I was surprised that the "good" friend did not laugh at me...en, think he needs to see a vet (animal doctor) le...heihei...

Enjoy single life

2005-02-20T10:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday suddenly felt it's so nice to be a single...can go out freely with friends; can wear the clothes you like; can do whatever you want without caring so much what others think... though sometimes feel lonely, still can talk with friends... moreover, I am an optimistic girl, most of the time I am a happy bird...haha, unless I meet someone I really like, and he likes and cares me...hehe, see, I am not hua xin de, ok?

wasabi

2005-02-20T09:26:00.000+08:00

I bet with a friend about life science result on Tuesday. I got 39/40, if he can do better or the same with me, then I treat him, if he can not, then he treats me...haha, the result is predictable, right? ...heihei...So yesterday he treated me at Jurong East, the place he works...We ate the plate one, the buffet type...At first, we ate normally...then I added some wasabi on the sushi belongs to him...heihei...he finished it while I was laughing proudly...After about 8 plates, I was almost full, so we played the finger-guessing game to decide who should eat the bigger sushi...I did not know how to play, and the first number I guessed is 7...then he told me only got 0, 5, 10, 15, 20...but I won the first round, haha, talent, right? Thought it's me added much more wasabi to his flovoring, then he added even more, and some more chillie powder, soy...we cai quan to decide who should eat sushis with the "delicious" flavoring...both of us ate 2 in the next rounds...then we added more and more wasabi, chillie powder and soy...the first ones I still can endure, but the second last two, he was so cruel that he really added a lot of flovoring...I refused to eat at first, because just look at it is horrible enough...but he does not know what is commiserate at all, so I ate that one until I want to die...555~~~I think I will not forget that meal le...So unfortunately, I lost the next round again, that means ANOTHER THAT KIND OF SUSHI...555~~~DO NOT WANT!!! He gave me another chance, I lost again; another chance, lost again...555~~~I thought my brain refused to work then...I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO EAT LA!!! hehe, luckily, he is still not so bad, he finished the last one with more wasabi added by himself...I opened my eyes widely to watch him finishing that one...so strange, he had no grimace at all...Then he told me there is a secret way of eating it so that you will not suffer, he asked me to call him Shi Fu, then he taught me. but I refused, just for the way of eating wasabi call him Shi Fu, it's so cheap for me to call Shi Fu mah? heihei, but he taught me in the end, and I felt so furious...Why not tell me earlier? Very enjoy seeing me suffering a? 555~~~so black heart...

Chat with Alvinz

2005-02-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

Both Thursday and Friday night I chat with friend on phone for about 3 hours...555~~~my phone bill must be shocked by the sight this month...A friend talked with me about his ex on Friday.He said she is almost the same with me except for looks and diet...555~~~I do not want to be so similar with others, I want to be unique...on the other hand, I am also very curious with the girl, hope can know her better and see whether we are truly so similar or not...anyway, he told me what he did to his ex before, and asked what will be my response if my bf does the same to me. He said my response amazingly the same with his ex...That's why he kept talking with me and did not care my hp bill(he used home phone to call me)...heng, selfish guy...I also can not treat him too well, so I asked him to pay my hp bill for that night, and the fee for counseling...moreover, my roomie slept already that time, so I talked outside my room, and I lived in the hill, the wind is so cool at night...so if I feel sick, he must pay me the fee-for-service as well...heihei...I calculated so clearly, but he did not care my effort at all...rascal...ai, so "unlucky" to know such a friend like him...

quizzes

2005-02-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

Long time did not blog le, it's all because I was busy preparing for the quizzes---haiz, now so regret that I did not study hard for the past time...555~~~Since Sunday, every night slept later than 3am, named to study, but always chatted until so late...555~~~as the result of lacking sleep, I felt quite sick...tired, giddy, the most important, nausea---lack of appetite, but hungry...555~~~my poor stomach, it's not my fault lor. I did not want to abuse you, but I must study for the quizzes, I do not want to fail...otherwise, how can I face my dear parents and teachers and friends...hehe, luckily, I did well for life science on Monday. I got my PE quiz result on Tuesday, haha, did not fail as I worried. I had two quizzes which are math and material science on Thursday, all are not difficult, but not quite confident about my material science, hope I did do well, hehe...yeah~~~finally all finish le, so happy...but I wrote down what I need to read during recess this afternoon, and estimated the time I need to finish reading...555~~~more than 9 days~~~faint~~~can not play le during recess...555~~~why I took so many subjects this sem, moreover, all of them are so difficult to learn...next sem must treat myself better and choose less subjects, hehe...(if I have the choice...)

Valentine's Day

2005-02-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

Today is Valentine's day, special day for couples, and also for singles to self-revealing. haha, today is also a special day for me...I was in doubt once again...I was in ambivalent once again...In others' eyes, I am active, confident, optimistic, clever...hehe, not bad, right? How I wish I am really like that, not only in others' eyes, but also in my own opinion...However, I know how I lack confident, that's why I try to do well for everything, because I want to confirm myself through others' praise...I am capricious, sensitive, lack of security, like all other girls... yup, like all other girls...am I unique? There are girls more beautiful than me; there are girls more active than me; there are girls cuter than me; there are girls clever than me...Who can tell me what is my larruping point??? Who knows that how many how many times I am in a very low mood, and I want someone to accompany? But I do not dare, because I am afraid once I used to it, what should I do if it disappears... Most likely, I will continue to be optimistic and seems nothing had happened in front of people, but only I know the hurt is there, and will not disappear...( I did not oppress myself, just natually could not show my passive mood in front of people...) No one is perfect, I know I have many demerits, so I hope you can know me better and give me more time to know you and accumulate courage......

God sister

2005-02-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

I met a girl on Christmas at a Christians's party. They played some games to celebrate the Christmas. She was the MC that night. The first impression for her is that she speaks very fast, hehe, and she is quite active. She comes from the same province with me. Moreover, some people said that we look like each other, so we took a photo together (good decision, hehe). She lives at hall 4, which is quite near my hall, so we talked a little bit on the way back. I got her msn...haha...I chatted with her online by asking the photos we took that night. She sent it to me and we started to chat about something else. She really thinks we look like each other, so I suggest we can be god sisters. She agrees and I have a god sister from then on. haha, soooooooooooo happy! Cheers! We chat online sometimes, but not often, because she is year 4, and very busy. However, we still have dinner together every Monday. I really like to have dinner with her. I find that she is a pacific person most of the time. Last night she did not feel like studying and so did I. So I suggest to walk around NTU. We went to SRC finally. We walked around the racetrack first while talking. Later both of us felt tired, so we sat at the stairs of the playground, and looked at the stars at the sky and kept talking(so romatic, right? haha) We talked about love, study; belief...It's so nice to talk with her...time flies very fast, I did not notice it's 3 hours already when I looked at my hp. She needed to meet her bf at library tmr, so we went back Good night, my god sister, I feel grateful to know you, hope you will be more healthy, and happy forever...God bless you!

consciousness

2005-02-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

I did not treat my stomach well for years. Though it got into a huff sometimes, as long as I give it some benefit, for example, drink some hot water, or have some medicine, it will become docile again soon. However, as people know more about how to make use of their rights, my stomach is not content to be treated well only when it's disgruntled anymore...555~~~in order to show how important it is, it produces a lot of gastric juice, made me feel vomitive. Moreover, sometimes it even makes me feel aching...555~~~okok, I give in. I promise to treat you better that I will pay attention to what I eat and eat regularly, ok? So could you please work well from now on? (it says ok!) hehe, thanks, thanks...

CNY--Besotted Tralvel

2005-02-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

Today is lunar January 1st. Happy CNY to everyone! Best Wishes to you! And best best wishes to myself, heihei!
I got up at about 11am, to be honest, I was wakep up by others...really do not want to get up...hehe...A friend called me and said she wants to go to sentosa, asked me whether I want to go or not? My roomie told me there is a spring blossoms display there. So I am very interested to have a look. My roomie also told me that we should go to Marina Bay then take a shuttle bus there. That friend said maybe we should go to HarbourFront. But I think my roomie will not be wrong, because she was very affirmatory...(see, how I trust my roomie!) So we rush to the Marina Bay, luckily, before we got out the MRT, we decided to ask the policeman at the station, and realized that the correct way is to HarbourFront...555~~~roomie, roomie, roomie!!!Then we went back to Dhoby Ghaut to change to the purple line. We tried to comfort ourselves and kept talking while sitting at MRT, anyway, today is very hot and the MRT is cool...hehe...The train stopped at one station, I looked out to see which station it is. IT IS DHOBY GHAUT! However, we did not have enough time to get of f the train already...555~~~Why today's MRT is so fast? So we can only go one more station then came back...ai~~~anyway, finally, we got off the train from HarbourFront, and saw a looooooooooooong queue. 555~~~so many people, (I know where are the Singaporeans during holidays now, learned something, not bad, hehe) but we still decided to go...We bought the ticket at the first stop at sentosa. Then we tried to look for the flowers...beautiful flowers, wait for me, hehe...we did not know where to go so just followed others and got on a blue line bus. But we did not know where to got off either, so just got off at Underwater World. I thought it must be God's arrangement to let us get off there...heihei...so we just followed his wish and bought the tickets there and visited the Underwater World. There was also a ticket for the pink dolphin lagoon, but we did not find it there. Luckily, we asked the person working there instead of looking for it inside, clever, right? Then we knew that we should take a red line bus. Wah, so long queue again...So we just follow others and finally found the Dolphin Lagoon. We decided that the we will see the flowers next, then see the magical sentosa show at the musical fountain...haha, wonderful plan... We were very glad to watched the cute, clever dolphins' performance. However, after that, we only managed to have dinner...555~~~when we arrived the musical dountain, so many people still queuing;(My friend realized why the person we asked for the way said "good luck" to us) when we arrived the flower area, can not see any flowers any more...555~~~Why they do not wait for me?( or maybe I went to the wrong area again???) so sad...the day was dark already...We stood at a dock and the wind blew my hair, very comfortable...hehe, how I wish to stand as long as I like..But finally, we decided to come back...However, sooooo long queue again...moreover some person were so disgusting that they did not follow the queue and they hustled others...luckily, two handsome guys saw us--two effeminate girls, and let us stand in front them, haha, so glad...heihei...Fianlly, we managed to come back safely. hehe, though today is really...disordered, I was still happy...hehe, I believe next time I went there will not be like this...heihei...Happy CNY to all of you again!

CNY Eve--Dumplings

2005-02-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

Because of the steamboat yesterday night, I did not dare to sleep until 3am, hehe...I was so proud of myself because I managed to get up at 8am and went for the material lecture of A1, and our life science lecture, hehe...(though I did not listen carefully...)
I went to meet my god sister after class. I gave her the earring, I am so happy that she also likes it, hehe...then we went to her bf's room, he cooked for us, 4 dishes--3 vegetables, 1 meat, so delicious, haha...I washed all the dishes after meal, in order to build my laborious image, so that I can eat freely at their place in the future, heihei...
After came back from god sister's bf's room, I started to prepare to make dumplings tonight. I made smooth paste from flour first (knead the dough), then I cut cabbage into small pieces to prepare the stuffing...I did that alone at room, very boring and lonely, so I took video as an evidence of my hard work, heihei... o, the Thailand girl's senior gave me something to eat which was made by his friend, haha, delicious...(but to be honest, I do not know its name...) After that, my roomie came back, then all her friends also came here, we blend the cabbage with pork and some flovorings, and then started to make. I asked the Thailand girl to join us.She does not understand Chinese, so I can only speak English with her, haha, most of the time I can express myself clearly, except sometimes not enough vocabulary...I taught her how to roll the dumpling skin. She is talent, learned very fast. Moreover, she likes to do it...so I just watched her doing it until we finished all, heihei...(to be honest, I did ask her several times, if she was tired, just let me do it, but she said she was not...)...Finally, we started to boil it. We seperate them into 3 parts and boil seperately, hehe, not a single one was broken, good job! The flavor is Sichuan one, though not as delicious as my hometown one, still not bad, haha, the Thailand girl also likes it, and finally she knows what dumpling is... After dumplings, we had some sausage made by my roomie's grandfather...I ate it together with the sauce for the dumplings, quite nice...I ate and ate until my stomach round again, 555~~~will get fat soon...but I really do not understand why my roomie still said that the Thailand girl and I only ate a little...
hehe, a funny thing before we made the dumplings. My roomie told her friends that there is a Thailand girl who does not understand Chinese. One of her friend thought I am the Thailand girl, then he spoke Chinese to the real Thailand girl, and he thought she was Chinese...hahaha...

steamboat

2005-02-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after class, I went shopping with my toilet-mate at Orchard until later than 10pm... hehe, so happy, I managed to buy a present for my god sister, which is a pair of earring. I like it very much, hope she will also like it.
After had a bath, some block-friends asked me to have steamboat with them... hehe, so nice, I just felt hungry after shopping...hahaha, I annouced that I could eat a lot. They were all very happy to hear that because they bought a lot of food. I ate and ate, soon, I was full already. They were sooooo disappointed, and said they looked down upon me, because I only finished a little bit...555~~~not my fault, I still wanted to eat lor, but my stomach refused to cooperate with me...555~~~ in the end, I made amends for my fault by washing all the appliances...
I miss home...hehe, one year did not go back le...I already changed a lot, how I wish to let my mum see! The little girl has grown up...hehe, but so bad, can not, I can only describe for her...hehe,nvm, I will go back soon, in about two and half months, haha, so expectant...

Wonderful idea

2005-02-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

I slept earlier than 1am last night, and waked up later than 11am this morning...haha, so nice, no need to worry about the alarm clock. After my lunch, I went shopping with my roomie. We walked for a while, felt hungry and tired, then we eating and resting, after that, we continue shopping...haha, life is so relax...the only pity is that I did not find any clothes I like very much, the few ones I like were all rejected by my roomie...555~~~I want to buy new clothes! So I tried my best to persuade my roomie to allow me to buy one,yeap~~~got new clothes for CNY, though the style is similiar with two clothes I already have, I just like that style...hehe
I thought of a wonderful idea during the shopping, made me laugh a lot. I bought a cute donkey whose size is about half the thumb. I put it in a box whose size is about 15cm in length, 10cm in width, and about 15cm in height. In order to cover up the weight differences, I cut some newspapers into pieces whose size fits the box; in order to stop the donkey from sliding, I cut the newspapers into small small pieces and put it around the donkey which is on the top of the newspapers...then I asked my roomie to wrap the present. My roomie is a completist. She wrapped it so finely, and my toilet-mate provided a nice paper bag...(see, all the things are robbed from others...heihei) In the end, the present really looks valuable...hahaha, really wonder the friend's reaction after he opened the present!(In the end, he did not get "angry" or speechless at all. He even told me the donkey is cute. 555~~~I felt so disappointed...waste my effort) hehe...

CNY celebration

2005-02-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

This afternoon we had our RSP's celebration at the Elders' home in Ang Mo Kio. I am one of the four girls who were in charge of the activity, hehe...We accepted the task about one month ago, however, I only started to prepare for it since last night 9pm, hehe, too late, right? But luckily we managed to settle it on time, hehe, though it's only a small event, I still learned something from the process: First, do not assume that the things you haven't tried before are very difficult, if you make up your mind to do it, nothing is difficult, really! hehe, so just be confident, you can do it!!! Second, trust your friends! Maybe you are excellent in one area, but no one can be good at all, so when you have problems or troubles, just feel not ashamed to ask your friends for help. (do ask me, I am very good at making your business to go worse, heihei) Today's event can go on wheels all due to friends' help, thank them so much!!! hehe, I always feel that I am such a fortunate person because of the friends I have. Though we can not always be together, always sms or chat on line, we will try to help each other whenever the others need, this is FRIEND! hehe, thank you so much, my dear friends, I love you all, hahahahaha...

Envy

2005-02-04T01:14:00.000+08:00

Tonight I went to watch the competition of Chinese Idol, which is a part of the Chinese Culture's Night(ÂçéÊóèÊñáÂåñ‰πãÂ§ú). The girls all have angel's face, demon's figure, even their voice is sooo sweet, compared to them, I do not want to live any more le, 555555555555~~~~~ Next time must try to avoid watching this kind of competitions to keep my little confidence, hehe...but on the other hand, I really want to see the beautiful girls, how??? (haha, am I modest enough this time?)
Asked some friends who was "forced" by me to read my blog, heihei, their common opinion is that: could not stand my thickness any more!!! They even asked me to shave my face a little bit? 555~~~Am I really so thick skin meh? Just try to make friends laugh lor, if they really think I am too narcissistic, next time I will "try"to be a humble girl, hehehe, hope they will not be frightened by the feminine Tiandi, hahaha...

New Feature Of My Blog

2005-02-03T11:58:00.000+08:00

First, thank Alwyn for changing the feature of my blog. I really appreciate what he did , hehe, he is such a good guy, thank him so much...now my blog looks much better, sooo happy!!! But I still want to change some parts, because I haven't gotten the exactly feature I want, hehe, still need to improve it in the future! If someone has some suggestions, pls tell me, thanks, hehe...
Second, thank Alvinz for correcting the grammatical mistakes in my blog, hehe, if my blog still has mistakes, then you can tell how lousy his English is, heihei...
Due to not sleep well and not eat regularly these days, today I felt like walking on the cotton, and for the first time, I felt that myself is so light, no need to lose weight any more , hehe, so nice...But seriously, I need to take more care of myself, though I know a lot of people will be quite happy if I am not...ai~~ I think I did too much bad things lor...
These days did not study at all, really need to study harder le from now on, otherwise will lose the right to scold others stupid le, which is really a sad thing for me, heihei...

Speechless

2005-02-03T06:43:00.000+08:00

Never thought someone like me also has a day to be speechless, and the "angrier" thing is that the one who made me speechless is just a "secondary school student", ai~, think my skill still needs to be improved...next time must teach him a lesson, haha... Btw, yesterday night I read his blog until tears accumulated in my beautiful eyes, heihei, because I was touched by his love for his ex... he is the kind of person like me--everyday xixihaha, so when I know he has such deep love for his ex, his great effort was wasted recently at Christmas Eve, I felt like crying...even after they broke up, he still tries to defend her, still loves her ...He really impressed me a lot, especially at this time when I was in doubt over whether true love still exists or not, as we are growing up, hehe, show my respect to him! And i want to tell him that, as long as she is happy, let her go lor, and try to cheer up, I think this is also her wish...haha, now you have such a wonderful friend like me, you have no excuses to feel sad lor,hehe... and the most important thing that i want to tell him is that: STOP BULLYING ME!!!
Today I wore a new T-shirt, hehe, though not as pretty as I expected, still not bad, haha, the most important thing is that I have a good figure, heihei, thick skin again le, some parts still not good enough, need to do more exercises, but I am such a lazy pig,ai~~~
555~~~a disgusting pimple is just at 0.5 cm from the center of my brows... Does she (the pimple) think she is so pretty meh? Stay at such a obvious position? ai, so thick skin, like somebody...hehe
I bought a webcam not long ago, since then, I took many photos of myself, and some are with friends, like today, took again...I like to take photos sooooooo much, heihei, so narcissistic, right? But indeed, I like to take photos not only of myself la, but also for others, because I want to keep all the happy moments mah,hehe...I will buy a camera as soon as I am rich enough, haha, this is my short period aim ...

My First Post

2005-02-02T10:33:00.000+08:00

Hi, everyone, I am Tiandi, the sweet smile girl, haha!
So happy that I have my own blog finally! Hope that this is a world specially for my friends and I, it's a world to release worries, to cheer up, ye~~~, hehe
My Belief: Treat myself well and try to enjoy life! haha~